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Monday, August 5, 2013

Wandering Mystic Meditation From Goa India

On my “bucket list” of things I want to do before I die, sky–diving is at the top, right next to speaking at a TED conference. When I ponder why I want to jump off a plane deliberately, what comes to mind is the desire to experience a cocktail of feelings mingling fear with faith and excitement.

Today, as I began to meditate, my thoughts were rampant about work, challenges, opportunities and all that. Yet, in the whirlwind, I caught a feeling of surrender. I realised that I no longer pray for specific outcomes. I noticed that I was actually OK with anything. Has my faith grown or has there finally been enough validation that things are starting to go my way? Classic chicken and egg scenario, but I’m pretty sure it was the faith that came before the results. This filled my heart with a sense of wholesomeness.